it's been a long time since i posted... as usual. But, i guess, i only do either when i'm like really really bored or in the mood to do so. Or when there is a definite have to and must to do so. In this case,  it is the latter.
With me at this hour, feeling all stoned, cramped; i still wanna to get this out, before i come to end my emotion-filled week.
Emotions from joy, anger, irritations, sadness and absolute love must be hitting me all at once this week.

Tuesday was BIG PROJECT DAY 19th May09 , i must say not just for me (in fact not me at all),
but for my dearest around me. 
Where their long planned in months plans for my 21st was carried out.

**as usual, no photos in my entries kos either i dont have it yet, or im just lazy. but this time, i will! when i get it :)

anyway, it involved my dearests - my family, buddies and bestfriends & bf, absolute love.
waking me (thank god there was a morning msg from edwin) up at 10am at my door. force feeding me w baby food. YES real baby food.
thanks to missy zy who selectively chose the best looking one, but obviously not too best tasting one.
bringing me to the different checkpoints which depicts the different stages of my life; namely schools.
it was one hell of an awesome shit trail which left everyone drained im sure.
especially for them who organised and planned the entire thing.
much love.

next came up the 21st dinner which involved all my other friends, who were all really really nice to turn up.
it was really spectacular. for me, even more memorable.
thanks all, for coming, especially those even on short notices. & for being such good sports, making the whole night and absolute fun.
Caught up w people i havent met in donkey years as well. 
it's moments like this, which i really would love to revisit and enjoy it all over again.
of course, this is definitely impossible w/o my family and the organising people again.
much much love.

as i thought after it struck midnight, though it just hit 20th may, it it felt more like my special day just passed.
it was already awesome enough for me. :)
surprise was downstairs when i awoke in the mid of the night, which was really rare.
only to find them downstairs again to continue the celebration and giving me my present . (w poor yuting stomachachey :/)
i'm not a person who's great at giving expressions or such, but it was really really sweet and touching to see them half-dead (haha!) but still here for me just for my special day. especially the bestfriends who stayed over as well.
much much much love.

i think i must be the only one who has such a special edition monopoly that no one else has, to add to my monopoly collection. Every year, somehow, be it birthday or something, i would definitely receive one new one. But this year, it has to be the most special one ever. Called.

mushroom boutique monopoly

What's special you may say, it's handmade. Totally handmade. :D from the tokens which were huge statue like thingies hand painted by them to the board where they made it so related to me, with road names ranging from my home address, to my school, etc. 
It was totally fantastic. Tell me i'm loved, Kos i'm sure i am. :) It was the sweetest sweetest present i've ever ever received. hugs.
much much much much love.

TO my loves w gigantic enormous warmest hugs:

my spongey!
no denial there. who lives in the pineapple under the sea sponebob square pants. You're going to live w that name for the rest of yr life by me man. No sweat. hahahha. i put this phot up despite how old and super unglam this is taken. But, it brings back alot of memories we had tgt! :)
thanks babe, my twin :) for everything, constantly keeping in touch, asking how i am despite our mighty busy schedules. and being in the loop w my friends as well and keeping me in the dark! big big hugs. we need to continue our latenight talks at jie's house and stop falling asleep all the time nowadays! :)
i love you twinny spongebob. triplehugs :D



and last but not least, my old man :)
thank you so so so much for everything my dear. I know all the calling, contacting, organising and SEWING (ohmygod sewing, i still cant believe it) you did, just for me, to make my 21st a very special one and to make me smile. :) N being the most fantastic host for the night, making you look more like the bday boy more than anything. heh, you were just great! Being by me, encouraging me and motivating me constantly, correcting me when i dont and know i dont do right, offering me sugg and advice despite being quarrelsome with your / . \ face. thank you so much for just being you and making me happy all the time with your hold cold lame not so lame really funny nonsense. i think we are starting to have more mo qi alr! hahahaha. though, not all the time might be tt gd a thing. lol. but you deserve more than just a gigantic thank you. you're really really appreciated like mad. lots and lots and lots of love baby. :D

okay, i always love abrupt endings. lol. but i really should be ending off this mighty long post alr. thank you everyone everyone for making it such an awesome 21st for me. i really really appreciate all the hard work and effort. 
damnit big mushroom hugs :) mighty loveeeee!

big head big head 
rain also not scared
people got umbrella i got big head

:) loves.

*oh oh oh on a side note. today we really went through a what edwin said was a you jing wu xian day. i think we all still had a lil bit of luck in us to be able to last thru the entire day.

kenneth - staining his nice white tee while throwing longfu in the sea w yuting and i smacking him w cake.
yuting - dropping her phone on the sand in the midst of throwing longfu into the sea, but finding it back just on time before anyone else.
edwin - being locked out of his own room for some reason in minimal coverage lol, but finally managed to get in.
me - losing my phone, but managed to recover it w some cost and super big lesson learnt.

i hope alvin was safe! i think mj brings him luck! hahaha.

kay. tired. sleepy. g'night! (: